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08:43 pm
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question
What is the right thing to do?
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02:00 pm
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i guess
I guess i should write in this thing again. does anyone check it anyway?
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11:08 pm
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ugg
Well being back to school is great im having a great time... today was a good day... i mean bad day...
It started off pretty good. i got up before my alarm. wasnt to tired. had a good morning. the food was too bad at the den. so around 2 i went over to the tfa to pratice... my first frustration. i praticed for a little prob a half an hour and my response drops. drasticly. i was bummed... i took a break. then came back 15 min. and my response was gone again. i continued on this process of 15 min. then break. till four. i got really frustrated... i find out later its from lack of playing for 2 weeks in mexico. just a minor frustration because i wanna get better and get my good playing back... im not the greatest player but i like to play. so its a bummer for me.
now this was the kicker. i talked to my old room mate today. and i had a lot of fun talking to him. and catching up. and he's getting married!!! How amazing is that. i am so happy for him and lindsay. seeing two of my friends dating. then married. wow! although i am so happy for them... ugg for me. i have never had a girlfriend before. my Old room mate is getting married. my current room mate is in a very serious relationship. My YOUNGER sister is in a serious relationship.(and she is 3 years younger than me) Sam and Sara are getting married. Dr. Flaherty is getting married. Man... such a bummer... for me. i am really happy for everyone thats so happy.... but i just am UGG! everyone is so happy and dating... what about me? i dont get that???
Now i understand that im not ready yet or something because there is a good reason it hasnt happened. yet. but i get discouraged a little. ugg.
just venting my problems. getting it off my chest...
Current Mood: determined
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08:54 pm
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break
Well my break was amazing to much to put into a livejournal. i went to mexico and that was amazing. i got a pool cue for christmas and i had a lot of fun. so if you wanna know more talk to me not over aim. my typing is really slow after the 2 weeks of no computer.
Current Mood:  happy
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11:04 pm
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a look back
1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
ummm... nothing important i think
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more
for next year?
No i didnt keep last years resolutions... yes i will make more.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Nope
4. Did anyone close to you die?
My aunt Ruth-ann. who watched me as a child.
5. What countries did you visit?
None in 2005 besides The U.S.
6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
A Girlfriend.
7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Dec 25
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Finally getting a gig outside of NMU. Playing pool
9. What was your biggest failure?
Sight singing 3 i got a C-
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
A Cold
11. What was the best thing you bought?
A trip to Mexico
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Jordan
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
My dad, sister, and all drunk people
14. Where did most of your money go?
Full metal alchemist, movies, CD's, and food
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Getting a pool cue for christmas, meeting a chick that likes me... oh wait that dont happen...
16. What songs will always remind you of 2005?
??? prob none.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? much more happier
ii. thinner or fatter? neither but more fit
iii. richer or poorer? college are you kidding... poor
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Praticing, meeting girls, praticing sight singing and ear training.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
watching tv
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
At home!
23. How many one-night stands?
Me? are you kidding... none
24. What was your favorite TV programs?
Full metal alchemist, family guy, lost, stargate, tv in general.
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Yes
26. What was the best book you read this year?
ummm. the Good book. the Holy Bible
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Brass quintet
28. What did you want and get?
A pool cue
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Star wars, 40 year old virgin, pool hall junkies
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Nothing
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more
satisfying? His House
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
fashion? whats that?
34. What kept you sane?
His House
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
sorry i got nothing
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
No child left behind. anything consertive vs. liberal
37. Who did you miss?
no one
38. Who was the best new person you met?
Erycca, justine, ameilia, jordan, stu, steph, bryan, chad, kate, and laura
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005:
to trust in God, and to have faith.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
You gotta make your own kind of music, you gotta sing your own song
Current Mood: thankful
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12:45 am
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waiting...
in a few journal entrys ago i said that i was waiting. for what? well i finally found out.
at the end of the day a father will go home. when he gets home and opens the door his kids drop what they are doing and rush to him and hug his leg and talk and are so happy when he comes home. his kids have been waiting for him all day. they are so excited to see dad again. They love him and he loves them.
What am i waiting for? im waiting for my father to come home...
(you get it? reply if you dont)
Current Mood: ecstatic
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10:37 pm
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update
Well its been a long time. like more than a week. well my break was sucky... all i did was get more sick and missed going to any of my meeting to hang with friends. a good note i made the rest of the money to go to mexico for chirstmas. Yeah!
its been exciting lately i am haveing a wonderful time.
the retreat was AMAZING this weekend and i hopefully will pass my sight singing class. hopefully.
all my time sence the retreat has been working on my arrangement for marching band praticum. and i got a lot to do yet.
drop me a line i wanna talk and would love to hang with you. you are amazing. till next time.
Current Mood: happy
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02:21 pm
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tons
well sense i dont have any troubles on my mind i guess i dont have as much to write about in here to get it off my chest. but i will try to do some more.
well thanksgiving break was long and i ended up more sick after then going into... which i was hoping i would get better. but here is what i think happened. on friday night i was going to bed and my sisters cat was sleeping on my bed. so i read and went to bed. not reorgnizeing my sheets. so i slept really cold. and got really cold. eventually kicked the cat out to try to warm up i never really did. then i went to work in the morning. then around 1 came back home and sat in my dads chair and put 3 really warm blinkets on me. 2 hr. later i was still cold. then i tried to get some food in me and i wasnt feeling too good. and then about and hour or 2 later i was finally getting hot. so i dont think that helpped when you are susposed to be warm when your sick...
really i just got a cough. if i could not cough i would be fine.
the drive home and back up was really long. the way back was longer because i think both me and ashley were really wanting to get back and not driving anymore.
well thats all i got now... oh wait i have a vertual tank on insainaquariam and its really starting to look cool. hopefully i will get it really good. but feel free to stop by and check out.
well im off.
Current Mood:  sick
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11:25 pm
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40 year old virgin
Well i just saw that movie the 40 year old virgin. it was great. it was excelent. it was better than cats... it was good. well it gave me some hope concidering that i have never been in a relationship im not 40 yet. and shes out there. and i am willing to wait. which i am doing. lol.
im in a really good mood. the last couple of days have been uneventful. and they were the best couple of days. i am getting sick... so thats a major bummer. i hope i get better here soon. but other than that its excelent.
i have been playing pool, ping pong, and other misilious games and i love it. i love to play card games, board games, pool, and ping pong. so if your playing know that i would love to play. and if i dont know how you can teach me. i just wanna play.
i broke my C key on my computer a couple of weeks ago. and finally got it fixed on fri. it took them like 5 min. to put a replacement on my key board. and if you dont know what the C key is... i have had a lot of people be like Whats a C key? its the key you press to make the letter C. some of that could be my fault because i prob didnt explain it well. so my bad. lol. im not angry just so you know.
what else...i cant wait for thanksgiving. its going to be great. and i need to get some sleep because i am getting sick and i have an 8 o'clock tomarrow. so im sighing off.
Current Mood: rejuvenated
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09:29 am
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update
well i havent writtin in this in a while. and i still dont know what to do concering his house. i dont know if i should go to there or stay here next simister. im pretty sure that i wanna stay in the dorms next simister. and hopefully move in next simister.
umm its been a couple of amazing days. i was in a recital on tue and i think that went well im going to my lesson here in a few min to find out for sure. yesterday was a snowday that was totally awesome. i played pool for about 3 hr. i also played football outside and enjoyed some movies.
some bad stuff is my car started over heating again and i got it taken in today. hopefully they will be able to fix it either today or tomarrow so i can go home on tuesday. which i am really looking forward to. yay! well i hope the snow is here to stay for the year. thats pretty exciting. concidering this is like the first time it has snowed this year. and it was a lot so im pretty excited.
if this is confusing. sorry. im a jumble and im trying to watch tv. but its going good so its good.
Current Mood: content
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